Thursday, March 31, 2011

I don't get it.

I don't get it. I never get it. This is a Malaysiakini report excerpt:http://www.malaysiakini.com/news/160219

In the bid to help the MACC chief, Mohd Nor (commission's complaints committee chairperson) stepped in to remind the press of possible repercussions under the Printing Presses and Publication Act (PPPA).

“Under the Act, you must have reasonable cause to believe what you believe in. If there is any investigation against the chief minister, you must first convince there is. This is the requirement under the Act.
You cannot fish for evidence,” he warned.

“Enquire the truth first, then asked for confirmation. If you ask me, 'Datuk, is there any investigation on the CM?' -
you cannot ask me that as it may offend. Have you done your investigation?” he said



Reporters were asking about investigations resulting from numerous reports and allegations filed against Sarawak chief minister Abdul Taib Mahmud.

Maybe I'm just being ignorant stupid or naiive but if you don't fish for evidence, how are you supposed to get it, and if you don't ask someone who is in the ultimate position to answer, then who do you ask?

And 'you cannot ask me that as it may offend?' ?!....




Sunday, January 9, 2011

My inadequate social status and the Pangkor Island Beach Resort


Pangkor Island Beach Resort, an island getaway, with RM75++ buffets is something I am clearly not economically ready for.


The breakfast buffets, priced at RM40++ burst with the temptng aromas of scrambled eggs and sausages, whilst the delightful visuals of fried tomatoes, toast, small croissants combine with the prospect of endless mugs of filter coffee to tempt.


Any weary eyed sleepy person doing the zombie walk away from slumber might be forgiven for having a moment of near surrender.


Afterall, a coffee is RM8, that’s almost RM10 when you include tax, so technically two coffees would be RM20, add on another two and you have an

endlessly refilling treasure chest of gratifyingly tasty morning buffet grub.


Of course, I doubt I’l have four coffees and survive without needing to pee all day in a state of unwanted caffeine buzz, and don’t forget the ++ of the RM40. That’d bring it up to MORE THAN the sky-high and unacceptable price of RM40.


Of course this is all coming from someone who probably doesn’t belong here anyway.

Anyone who earns a RM1900 a month basic and already irresponsibly sacrifices insurance for a coffee addiction should know that walking into a timewarp of beach paradise (complete with wild hornbills hopping around the 'bread' tree at tea time), comes with conditions.


Nothing is for free, not Paradise, not morning buffets, not the Pangkor Island Beach Resort.


I must admit the resort would’t have been my first choice with every fibre of my instinct calling for a cheaper more modest option in line with my economic stature, however this last minute holiday idea was of course worth it due to the (incidentally) little amount of investment needed from me, good company and gorgeous scenery.


It does serve as a reminder however that ultimately the world is divided, into the definetly do not haves, the maybe have somes and the simple have lots.


I guess I would be in the socio-economic middle ground, where prospects in terms of socio-economic mobility are abundant if your the kind of person that ‘makes things happen’.


I wonder however if I ever did cross over to the comfortable end of the world’s two polar income caps whether I would still cringe at the RM75++buffet dinners.


I guess taking a morally indignant position is the kind of thing that foolish idealists do, ultmately its logic that prevails in the animal kingdom and other realms.

It may be offensive to my sense of fairness to think that the system doesn’t guarantee ‘justice’ or an ‘equitable’ distribution of wealth, but ultimately is what happens oustide the delusional and skewered view of the world in our heads.


Big ass walruses get most of the sex, the bullies get more than their fair share, and the meek probably won’t inherit the earth.



Its all about the prevailing dynamics of social strategies, and once we reach balance its always the pushers that will reap, the killer hawks that will subdue.


Thats not to say that this reality doesn’t piss me off, because I am not inclined to ‘make things happen’ and don’t really have a strong motivation to ‘cross over’.


But being realistic about things helps reduce the stress it takes to be indignant and angry, and helps you appreciate your surroundings for the curious manifestation of complex hidden forces that they are.

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Marathon

Life is a marathon. Its about refreshing the screen, waking up everyday and staying focused on having something to focus on.

Or not. You can drift too, I suppose thats what interactive web gaming escapism - something I am unfortunately neither technically, cerebrally nor culturally equipped to deal with - facilitates.

Whatever your choice of escapism, whether it becomes a healthy distraction or not, one thing is for sure, a little 'refresh' time is bound to begin pressing you for a life review at some stage.

Whether its feelings of underachievement in comparison to your peers; insecurities about your abilities and therefore future in the arena of self validation that is work play and life; or an age milestone - the refresh button never fails to start flashing.

So staying focused on having something to focus on, and in some way performing some of the groundwork necessary to provide for a favourable and helpful new screen when those periods of self reflection begin infecting your person is important.

Life is a marathon and I am going to practise.

Goal: treat this blog like a page of mental health.

Refresh my motivation at least once a week and stay on track to not losing sight of the fact that to have continuous sources of self validation- that heroin of existence, one has to work at it.

This is the first session. Let the jog on this endless road of sometimes painfully unencouraging life with its pepper sprinkles of inflated self-delusions begin.